whenever me or my parents started "dat" conversation..definitely there will be a quarrel.
juz like yesterday and juz now...in the afternoon with my mom.
i knew why it happens, ..................because she can't feel what i am feeling exactly, as...dey didn't knoe the REAL THING.
to give up a course that i really want to, is a big deal. yes it is. i am seriously very upset, but there's nth i could do. since i am not da one who pays for everything......HOWEVER.....to hav ANOTHER ISSUE in between is hard for me. yes, i will admit right now, i have something behind me dat has nothing to do with my studies & i could not let go.
what a beautiful thing to be if i'll juz wake up one day and realise dat all these shieet are juz a stupid dream. i want to go bac to to december 2006. dat was really a perfect time for me. haih.
